All grown up?

When I was little, I used to fantasize about how my world would be like when I grew older. The thought of having the power to make my own decisions was far more stimulating than toys.

I could not bloody wait to grow up... I even played games with Sarah and Nick that involved imaginary time machines to give us a sense of what it would be like if we were older. Eat whatever we want, have our own bloody rules... We felt like Gods ruling our very own lives, satisfying our souls with OUR OWN decisions.

As for now, I only wish I was young again... I dread decisions.

I'll be starting my 3rd year at Uni in about a week. Clinical Placements and Uni work combined are scaring me to death. Just looking at my timetable makes my chest hurt a little... How am I going to make it through the first 2 weeks of Uni?

The thing I'm most afraid of is screwing up...

oh, and I'm also bloody nervous about my first day at the clinic... what do i say? What do i do? I don't know anyone there... I'll be the only Student Orthoptist!!!

Hai Lat... perfectly describes how I feel right now. *faints*

I would trade my Domo to be 6 again. :'(